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CONTINUATION of the UTTERLY BIZARRE

This next "true" story is called: "ADVENTURES THROUGH TIME"~which will be partly based on the observations of one, Michael Craft; [the sourcebook]: "ALIEN IMPACT"


I always had trouble with the ~shall I say ~ the parameters of this REALLY bizarre tale. On a personal note, I know two of the characters in this high drama that spans the 'A' TO 'Z' of Ufology: In person, Duncan Cameron is what you could easily phrase as "a jolly~good~fellow", although his eyes always betrayed a certain sadness & even vacantness. (When you view this story, you may perceive why....)

Then there is Preston Nichols who is ~shall we say ~ the SPARKPLUG of the whole ADVENTURE THROUGH TIME....Honestly, I always enjoyed talking to Preston. Whether I believed him or not, I always got the impression that HE BELIEVED what he was saying. He never ran out of interesting stories to spin ~ some beyond the pale!

The following tale may almost read like a NEVER~ENDING~STORY, yet there are those who think: IT'S ALL TRUE. So as I try to piece together this story [with the expert help of one, MICHAEL CRAFT, please bear with my many [[ASIDES!]] AND SO WE BEGIN...DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE....

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE RABBIT HOLE:

According to Preston Nichols, The MONTAUK PROJECT was a secret extension of the PHILADELPHIA EXPERIMENT that had to do with [ALLEGEDLY] both the invisibility & actual transfer of a ship to another port ~ INSTANTLY!!! ~ using advanced electro-magnetic principles. [[The sailors in the experiment were not as fortunate as the experiment itself.]]

The MONTAUK PROJECT OPERATED IN THE 1970S & 80S, at NEW YORK'S MONTAUK AIR FORCE BASE on the tip of Long Island. Its purpose: TO MANIPULATE THE FLOW OF TIME!!!

Preston only recovered memories of the experiments [[he was allegedly the chief technician of the PROJECT]] after years of struggle which will be explained shortly....

AL BIELEK (aka ED CAMERON) was one of the two NAVAL technicians who "FELL THROUGH TIME." This incredible saga took place [[ALLEGEDLY]] between the 1940s into 1983; DUNCAN CAMERON was the other.

[[DUNCAN (AL's brother) currently looks much younger than AL, and this also needs a great deal of explaining, so let's begin, shall we?]]

THE INCREDIBLE STORY OF GOING THROUGH TIME....

(This story has been reported by Michael Craft in his above-mentioned book, based on the interviews & observations he had with PRESTON ~ DUNCAN & AL! Since I knew two of the three, my [[~]] comments will be freely given as we meander through the RABBIT HOLE.)

PRESTON introduced Mr. Craft to DUNCAN as the "chief psychic" of the PROJECT group, where AL was also a 'sensitive'. Later, at a lecture which Mr. Craft attended, PRESTON discussed the time-travel aspect of the tale:

[[quoting from p. 91 of Craft's book]]:

"The top secret Montauk Project created a 'time tunnel' at the base of Long Island. Throughout the 1980s, thousands of brainwashed people physically traveled through the time tunnel to preselected locations. Most people came back, but quite a few never returned. We still have no idea what the ultimate motives were for the Project directors, or who they actually were.

"Duncan Cameron was our psychic who was hooked up to the technology and who navigated time in his seat in the famed Montauk Chair. Al Bielek was involved as a consultant, both because of his engineering background, and his own psychic gifts.

"Of course, both he and Duncan were intimately involved anyway, because they were on the Philadelphia Experiment. The Philadelphia Experiment and the Montauk Project are connected through a time lock...I myself became involved as a technical person, and was chief technician for the Project. I made the machines work."

The next day (of the lecture series)~ it was AL's turn to fill in the audience about the famous past personalities connected to the Philadelphia Experiment in some way:

#1: NIKOLA TESLA: The inventor of alternating current ~ radar ~ radio (before Marconi) & the first guided missle system. He became the director of PROJECT RAINBOW, (the "electro-magnetic bottle" technique that would render a large object like a ship INVISIBLE to detection by radar. This project ostensibly succeeded in 1940 which eventually led to the Philadelphia Experiment. (Tesla was dismissed after trying to delay the use of "live~men" in these dangerous experiments [[possibly similar to the mindset of THE NAVY when much later their sonar experiments were either killing or disorienting the mammals of the sea;]] of course, his papers were removed & classified.)

#2: JOHN VON NEUMANN: (possible NAZI link)~was given command of the project. He had no scrupples using "live~men" ~ including DUNCAN & AL, as control-room officers....

THE FIRST EXPERIMENT:

THE U.S.S. ELDRIDGE on July 20, 1943, DISAPPEARED ~ not only from radar ~ but from eyesight also! (AL & DUNCAN were shielded in the metal-protected control-room, but the crew on deck experienced nausea, disorientation, & in some cases-lasting mental illness.

THE SECOND EXPERIMENT:

On August 12, 1943, the entire ship went SOMEWHERE ELSE!!! When AL & DUNCAN saw that something was terribly wrong, (some of the crew were actually embedded in the steel bulkheads~proving that the intuition of Tesla was correct), and even their own brother ~ who was DEAD of the deck, they decided to jump overboard [[into the electric-magnetic RABBIT HOLE!]]

[[I, lebeau, can VIVIDLY remember from Morris Jessup's book, "A CASE FOR THE UFO" ~ which was subsequently annotated by other 'mysterious' witnesses(the story is MURKY at best)~ which even became a hard-to-get manuscript in three colors called, "THE EXPANDED CASE FOR THE UFO" (?)...where there were even more bizarre descriptions of what happened to the poor crew of sailors as witnessed by these same mysterious fellows who sent Jessop's own book (now annotated) back to him for evaluation. There were weird tales of the crew of the ELDRIDGE appearing & disappearing into thin air ~ fading in & out of our reality (or what we think is reality.) Jessup himself even died under very mysterious circumstances (THE AUTHORITIES CALLED IT SUICIDE which never added up;) it seems shortly before his "suicide" ~ he had excitedly called an associate as to how he had solved the secret of THE PHILADELPHIA EXPERIMENT, and that he would be right over to explain....Of course, his papers ALso SUDDENLY disappeared after the 'suicide'! HMMMMMMMMMM!]]

MEANWHILE ~ four hours later, the ELDRIDGE reappeared, and most of the crew (according to AL) were later given 'mentally unfit' discharges ~ or brainwashed to forget their involvement in the EXPERIMENT. (AL BIELEK was one of the brainwashed ones.)

THE THIRD EXPERIMENT:

UNMANNED! [[THANK GOD!]] The ship suffered severe damage to the equipment. NOW ~ THE PHILADELPHIA EXPERIMET = A FAILURE. The equipment was put into secret storage....BUT OUR BIZARRE TALE IS JUST BEGINNING....

#3: WILHELM REICH (from PRESTON NICHOLS' perspective):

"He was an Austrian scientist who studied with Sigmund Freud & Carl Jung. While in America, he discovered what he called, 'ORGONE ENERGY,' which (according to Reich) - is the life force intrinsic in all living things & atmosphere. (His writings on sexuality & orgasm are still studied today.) [[I know PRESTON was a big fan of Reich, and actually considered this function viable & possibly therapeutic, albeit controversial; needless to say, I would think one WOULD TREAD VERY CAREFULLY on these sensitive grounds, since this is ~ at best ~ BORDERLINE SCIENCE ~ and rife for potential abuse.]]

BACK TO OUR STORY & THE MORE BIZARRE!

The FOOD & DRUG ADMINISTRATION did not take too kindly to Reich's "healing ' disease using orgone energy, nor were they thrilled with his writings on teenage sexuality; subsequently, after the Courts ruled against Reich, his books were publically burned and he was imprisoned in the 1940s. [[As with Tesla & Jessup, his papers were classified....There MUST BE SOMETHING to all this, if the government wants all this information for itself ~ IN UTTER SECRECY...bizarre OR no~bizarre, me thinks!]]

REICH also did experiments on WEATHER CONTROL,[[perhaps as the forerunner to the H.A.A.R.P PROGRAM!?!]] where he could reduce violent storms (that accumulate DOR = DEAD ORGONE,) which led to the creation of the "RADIOSONDE." This led to "cloudbusting" (PROJECT PHOENIX)~ which when combined with PROJECT RAINBOW, BECAME---YOU GUESSED IT---THE MONTAUK PROJECT which became the name of PRESTON'S controversial 1993 book.

PRESTON then relates the story of how he-PRESTON-actually "secured" one of Wilhelm Reich's 'RADIOSONDE TRANSMITTERS' at a ham radio convention; more importantly, he also "secured" the ACTUAL NOTEBOOKS OF REICH from the same fine fellow who sold him the transmitter. [[TALK ABOUT YOUR DUMB LUCK!?!]]

As author Craft relates, PRESTON felt uncomfortable publically disclosing the information he found out about, because it involved SENSITIVE SEXUAL TECHNIQUES ~ very similar to EASTERN TANTRIC TECHNIQUES...however...PRESTON did say that he would be more than happy to discuss this sensitive issue-privately.

THE MONTAUK BOYS:

[[I have actually met one of these boys (now older)~ so I have to admit I wanted to know more about this aspect of the story.]]

As per PRESTON, they were usually blond, blue-eyed Aryan types who fit the NAZI sterotype ideal. [[If you ever see the movie with Kurt Russell (who actually was coached by the boy I had met as to the reality of the MONTAUK BOY PHENOMENON-at least that's what this 'boy' told me, then in "SOLDIER" you will get some idea as to what these boys had to go through to become "soldiers" in this type of army...for purposes we can only imagine, if it's true.]]

The BOYS were brutally broken down sexually - then reprogrammed and eventually sent out through the time-tunnel on missions to different times, places, & alternate realities. [[One may wish to keep open the possibility that there may be things like VORTEX POINTS on this fair planet where certain fascist~like beings may be trying with their overdeveloped LEFT-SIDED brain & quite underdeveloped RIGHT-SIDED brain, to harness control of this very planet via these same VORTEX POINTS for their own nefarious purposes; cf.the very informative book, "ANTI-GRAVITY & THE WORLD GRID," edited by David Hatcher Childress, as well as TAKE~A~TOUR OF THE WEB PAGE: "MIND CONTROL ELEMENTS." Evil may be alive & well & operating HERE & NOW ~ bizarre or no bizarre! SO????

SO MONTAUK POINT, LONG ISLAND, may be one of those VORTEX POINTS!!! This may still be unbeknownst to most, except perhaps a "secret government(s)" and the local Indians who once were the "guardians" of this very same VORTEX ~ until kicked out by the government. After all, this wouldn't be the first time North American Indians were kicked off their very own land. Look at what Ed Leedskalnan did at CORAL CASTLE (in Florida) with a knowledge of VORTEX POINTS.]]

DEEPER INTO THE HOLE WE GO: THE MONTAUK CHAIR!

Occupied by one~ DUNCAN CAMERON! This was no ordinary chair. It had a pyramid of coils broadcasting electro-magnetic energy on a frequency that matched the human aura. The signals were run through a digital converter ~ and then fed into a CRAY I computer, interfaced with an IBM 360. The resultant signals were relayed through the radar dish transmitter atop MANTAUK BASE as well as through a DELTA ANTENNA [[Remember?]] that had allegedly been found to DISTORT THE DIMENSIONS OF TIME ~ [[or so the story goes.]]

Craft stated that it was by using the above, that PRESTON's memories started to return. DUNCAN, on the other hand, became "BRAIN-DEAD" sitting in this very chair because of the potentially lethal amounts of UHF/microwave radiation.[[NO WONDER DUNCAN'S EYES HAD THAT SAD~VACANT LOOK WHICH I HAD PERSONALLY NEVER SEEN BEFORE IN A PERSON'S EYES~UP CLOSE & PERSONAL.]]

According to PRESTON, the only reason DUNCAN is alive is because the psychic part of his mind took over the physical part that runs the body.

BACK TO AL...

[[The scene shifts back to the ELDRIDGE, 1943:]]

AL said that when he & DUNCAN jumped from the ship, they fell through empty space [[like ALICE down the RABBIT HOLE?]]...and landed...[READY?]...on the grounds of the MONTAUK BASE on LI. They were grabbed by MPs & brought to the underground laboratory where they confronted an OLDER John Neumann (the same!) The year however was 1983~August the 13th to be exact!?! [[And now you can clearly see why I was forced to put this story in the "bizarre" section of the website.]]

IT GETS "WORSER"

AL & DUNCAN were watching color tv (There was none in 1943.) As they watched it, they became convinced that it was somehow-no longer 1943. [[Like~you're not in Kansas anymore.]]

NEUMANN UNRAVELS THE MYSTERY:

(A) The ELDRIDGE had created a dangerous lock in hyperspace.

(B) AL would be sent on a 'mission in time' to "fix things."

(C) If he could not fix the problem, a [bad bubble] would expand...[[THIS WOULD NOT BE GOOD.]]

(D) [[This is where 'we' lose many patrons of the time-travel-experiments.]] According to Neumann, the historical records had ALREADY SHOWN that they had succeeded. [[I am sure many of you who have been very patient up to now-and Icommend you for that-are saying to themselves: SO WHY BOTHER GOING?!? But there is more....There were side missions for DUNCAN & AL, and as Michael Craft so wryly suggested:WHY HURRY IF GOING BACK IN TIME?

THE BIZARRE TURNS SCI/FI:

On their ADVENTURE~THROUGH~TIME ~ DUNCAN & AL meet up with aliens [[not from Mexico, I might add.]] The aliens need "delicate equipment" retrieved from a 'saucer' kept at Montauk. [[I won't bother you with these details since the interested viewer can trace them to the SOURCE.]] PRESTON adds "enlightenment" by suggesting, that much of our technology was, in fact, derived FROM ALIENS ~ LIKE? like the SIRIANS (the MONTAUK CHAIR) & the ORIONS (the linchpin--THE DELTA T ANTENNA.) [[SHOULD WE THANK THEM?]]

THE TREATIES:

PRESTON suggested that FDR "definitely" made a treaty with the ORIONS, exchanging freedom of movement for technical secrets. [[THERE'S THAT PRESIDENTIAL LUST RAISING ITS UGLY HEAD AGAIN.]] The ORIONS control THE GRAYS. [[THAT'S A RELIEF!]] The SIRIANS ARE MORE NEUTRAL; (they allegedly got 'banged-up'butting heads with the ORIONS and now they just want to be left alone....

DISCLOSURE:

According to PRESTON, (and he only said this at a lecture after consulting with DUNCAN)~ the following is the true & accurate state of affairs:

"The only group that we understand has a right to be here are those from Nibiru. Nibiru, mentioned in Zecharia Sitchin's books, is the planet on an elliptical orbit with our own solar system." PRESTON then continues to state how the Nibiruans were those who seeded human kind here. [[This, of course, is no secret to those familiar with "THE 12TH PLANET."]]

EVEN MORE BIZARRE~IF POSSIBLE

After the mission back to 1943 was completed, DUNCAN again jumped overboard, leaving AL behind. AL, understandably, was not believed (about the time mission) but subsequently was brainwashed to forget the whole affair. [[AT LEAST THAT'S HOW this INCREDIBLE STORY GOES.]]

TYING UP VERY LOOSE ENDS: THE AGE FACTOR, FOR INSTANCE:
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NO PROBLEM! A sophisticated technique was used to transfer AL's consciousness into a baby of the Bielek family ~ so this ~ in a manner of speaking becomes the NEW AL ~ the OLD EDWARD CAMERON. [[GOT THAT? NO ONE SAID THIS WAS GOING TO BE AN EASY ADVENTURE.]]

MEANWHILE, back in the future, DUNCAN was also getting a new body (due to an acceleration AGING factor that deals with future travel. [[See how lucky we are with our trivial problems?]] "THEY" (WHOMEVER) put DUNCAN in a 1951 "model" [[not a FORD]] and then his consciousness was transferred into it in 1963. [[HELLO!]]

PRESTON then explains who was responsible for the heretofore unknown technology: ITT....He then "hooked up" with the post-Montauk DUNCAN (after PRESTON'S own memories started to surface) and as they say: [[THE REST IS HISTORY!]]

There are many more details, like how AL found PRESTON & the new DUNCAN via a televised movie: "THE PHILADELPHIA EXPERIMENT,"...or PRESTON'S MONTAUK TOUR, especially of the residual psychic horror left at the place because of the MONTAUK BOYS' EXPERIMENTS...& or course, the electro-magnetic afterimage of the "BEAST"....[[You must read PRESTON'S book fully to appreciate this conjuring act, but if you cannot spare the time ~ just imagine the 'MONSTERS OF THE ID' as in the classic movie, "FORBIDDEN PLANET", and you will begin to understand.]]

THE END...?

PRESTON & DUNCAN thought things were getting out of hand, so they sabataged the operation. When PRESTON said to DUNCAN, "The time is now" ~ DUNCAN created his psychic monster (BIG-HAIRY-HUNGRY) who demolished everything in sight. The alleged witnesses all gave different versions to this part of the story [[like parts of an elephant?]]....

[[FRANKLY, the story goes "downhill" from here, like Bielek saying that "THE HOLOCAUST" was just a myth...??? But then again, how much of this story CAN WE HONESTLY BELIEVE??? I try ~ in these type of matters ~ to keep a very OPEN BUT SKEPTICAL MIND ~ if for no other reason: SOME PEOPLE PROFIT FROM LIES & DECEPTION ~ BIGTIME!!!

lebeau's BRUTAL OBSERVATIONS on THE TALE OF THE 20TH CENTURY:

[[If I accidentally met & killed my grandfather while on a TIME-MISSION, I would now be a figment of my own imagination, so there must be some QUANTUM SAFEGUARDS if time travel does exist....

FRANKLY, as stated elsewhere, WE HAVE NO CONCEPT OF THE BIZARRE NATURE OF TOTAL REALITY since our time is just an artificial construct, anyway....There are many examples where people are """caught up in""" a different time frame which suddenly "reverts back"?, etc...AND what about "TIME-LOOPING" that has been documented in alien abduction stories (JAMES LeFante comes to mind) where abductees are taken out of "our" time, but brought back one half hour BEFORE~ so they actually "relive" the previous half hour again!?!

Then, of course, there always is the possibility that {{BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS SO IMPORTANT ~ THAT IT MUST BE SURROUNDED BY A 'BODYGUARD-OF-LIES"}}...&...that's what I think is happening in this adventure THROUGH time!!!

I think it is possible ~ even plausible ~ that people like PRESTON & DUNCAN have experienced certain parts of the elephant, and that either or both were "fed" unerring information that became a part of their very fabric, so that when they repeat their story, THEY THEMSELVES BELIEVE ALL OF IT: LOCK~STOCK~& BARREL!!! The only problem is: A CRITICAL 20% OR SO MAY NOT ONLY BE DISINFORMATION ~ BUT LUDICROUS DISINFORMATION, while the remaining 80% is 100% TRUE!!!

We, as human beings, tend to dismiss something as soon as one small piece seems AJAR!!! AND THAT IS WHY THIS STORY WILL REMAIN ~ JUST A STORY!!! SADLY, THE DISINFORMNATION ARTISTS HAVE US SADLY AT THEIR ADVANTAGE.

MAYBE SOMEDAY THINGS WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER...SO THAT EVEN THE "UTTERLY BIZARRE" WILL BECOME TOMORROW'S TOTAL REALITY. CHEER UP, IT'S JUST A STORY!]]
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BIZARRE ANSWERS [?] TO UFOLOGY....

FOUR OF THE MOST INTELLIGENT PERSONALITIES THAT HAVE SPOKEN TO THIS PHENOMENON ~of whom I do not agree ~ in the persons of MACK ~ DEVEREAUX ~ KEEL & VALLEE ~ I will reference below [[based on the comments of Michael Craft in the above-captioned book, (Chapter 15: 'THE NEW SEERS') with commentary.]] SUMMARY THOUGHTS ON EACH BELOW....

JOHN MACK: He is convinced that within the vast mystery of the alien experience lies the potential for humanity to arrest its self destructive behavior....He finds no inconsistency between terrifying or traumatic experience from the spiritually transformative ~ citing ~ that people cannot separate pain & struggle from being spiritaully transformed.

KEEL & DEVEREAUX: Paul Devereaux is on record as saying that UFOs are connected to the "Earth lights" phenomenon. JOHN KEEL (like Devereaux) believes that UFOs are NOT MACHINES ~ but rather masses of energy apparently able to behave in an intelligent pattern. In 1993, he even MOCKED the idea of extraterrestrial origin....He goes further: "The same manifestation that created our religious beliefs, created our UFO beliefs...."

KEEL, (author of the classic "MOTHMAN PROPHECIES") also said the following: "We got to figure out the purpose of the human race. Charles Fort said that the Earth is property and somebody owns it. Ivan Sanderson said that the Earth is a farm and we're the crop. We may be victims of a thing that we don't understand and we may NEVER UNDERSTAND; [My italix]and it plays games with us."

JACQUES VALLEE: [[Ever the master at having us follow him down his rabbit hole]]~ is quoted by Michael Craft as saying:

"UFOs are part of the control system for human evolution, like the nuclear process inside the Sun and the long term changes in the Earth's weather. But their effects, instead of being just physical, are also felt in our belief systems. They influence what we call our spiritual life. They affect our political institutions, our history, our culture."

AND LASTLY, HE STATED: "The best schedule of reinforcement is one that combines periodicity with unpredicitibility. It is interesting to note that UFOs seem to follow the same structure of reinforcement. If the phenomenon is forcing us through a learning curve, IT HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO MISLEAD US."[[his italix]]

MICHAEL CRAFT'S FINAL REMARK: We can only begin to free ourselves of the manipulation by seeking to understand the phenomenon, including ourselves....Wherever we finally go, to oblivion or the stars or our ancient past, it is clear that humanity's oldest friends in the UFOs are along with us for the ride.

lebeau's COMMENTARY ON ABOVE AUTHORS:

First off, I think that one's own belief system has a good deal to do with how one perceives the alleged 'EXPERTS' in this multi~faceted field. With at least 30 years experience both viewing & sifting both the 'CHARACTERS' (some lovable) as well as the UTTERLY BIZARRE PHENOMENON ITSELF (& related phenomena)...it is my perception that IT WOULD BE EASY for the less informed to be THEMSELVES MANIPULATED!!!

I stand fast with what I perceive is a higher-PERHAPS HIGHEST spiritually-sacred material that may shed a REAL LIGHT ~ acting in itself ~ as an ALTERNATIVE TO THE VARIOUS witting or non-witting SPIN-CONTROL by naive or contrived agents REGARDING THE VARIOUS ELEMENTS OF UFOLOGY & the implied or defined "meaning" that these various elements point to. [[THE STAKES MAY, IN FACT, BE VERY HIGH INDED!]]

For anyone (like PAUL DEVEREAUX) to suggest that UFOs = EARTH LIGHTS completely ignores the MASSIVE amount of Military sightings & ABOVE-TOP-SECRET reports (not to even mention credible civilian sightings & reports) that have SPECIFICALLY documented severe & even LETHAL encounters surroundings these so-called "LIGHTS" [?] somehow interfacing with our MECHANICAL aircraft over the last 60 years or so....

EARTH LIGHTS do NOT leave massive imprints in the soil reflecting a many-toned object had landed (as in SOCORRO, NM, Lonnie Zamora, 1964)...nor disintegrates MIG 21 JET AIRCRAFT (as in CUBA, March, 1967 by a "BRIGHT-METALLIC-SPHERE'~not Earth Light~cf."ABOVE TOP SECRET", index,'CUBA')...nor even gobble-up metalic F-14 TOMCATS as in Cabo Rojo Puerto Rican incident of December 28, 1988 (cf. "UFOs: THE SECRET HISTORY", P.332.)

So you see, "EARTH LIGHTS" do not even BEGIN to address the issue, and to suggest that it does, (like KEEL & DEVEREAUX) is questionable-at best! And what about the question of going through unbelievable 'pain & suffering' as a means of 'SPIRITUAL TRANSFORMATION" ~ as a form of initiation into...[?]

It seems to me, that if you WISHED to be initiated into (urged-not forced), you should not have to be dragged out of your bedroom at night to do so, (which John Mack should be well aware of) ~ or ~ what kind of a god would permit this type of behavior as a prelude to spiritual awakening?!?

[[THE DIVINE = LOVING~CARING & SHARING!!! THIS IS ITS VERY SIGNATURE!!!]]

No one but God would know what type of "agreements" one may have made as part of its spiritual evoutionary sojourn, (of which another famous personality in the field - BUDD HOPKINS - does not even wish to address or entertain as being possible)...as in the theory of reincarnation.)

To somehow assume a 'positive' spin on negative experiences (especially as it relates to alleged abductions of humans by beings 'from elsewhere') would open the door to 'carte-blanche' abuse by these same beings so that the poor victim is left feeling: IT'S FOR HIS/HER OWN GOOD?!? [[Only the gullible ~ or naive ~ or possibly masochistically inclined would believe such non-sense!!!]]

What I have seen written (penned elsewhere on "lebeau's ATRTICLES" regarding esoteric spiritual understanding)~ is that no harm will come to the spiritually pure, and those with true faith of a higher power to protect them, will protect them from any & all negative forces, relative to that same belief! [[THE NEGATIVE ENERGIES ARE BOUND AND CONSTRAINED-IN A SENSE.]] Beyond this, we are admonished not to judge (but pray) when 'bad' things happen to good people....So, in essence, JOHN MACK is putting

"...THE KARMIC CART BEFORE THE SPIRITUAL HORSE." SEE?

JOHN KEEL doesn't seem to have a problem (almost an arrogant disdain for) people who DO have a problem with 'lights' that may consider us property which ~ may be manipulating us & may wish (assuredly) that we DO remain ignorant of them.

[[THIS, AGAIN, IS A NON-SENSICAL POSITION, SPIRITUALLY SPEAKING.]]

JACQUES VALLEE even admits that the phenomenon may have no choice but MISLEAD US. (cf. above quote) [[EXCUSE ME!?!]]

Deception - of any kind or ilk - to my way of thinking, is "OF THE DARK SIDE" (a la the recent movie about HARRY POTTER or the soon-to-be-released "LORD OF THE RING" trilogy. Let me be more specific.

Even if we do not wish to see the UFO phenomenon & related phenomena as a case of

BLACK V. WHITE
GOOD V. EVIL
POSITIVE V. NEGATIVE...

we should at least be able to deduce that the real GOD IS A "GOD OF LOVE" ~which, I am sure, many people would concur with, regardless of religious perswasion, than this characteristic in this same GOD would never allow for deceptive practices as being a 'modus operandi'for so-called SPIRITAUL TRANSFORMATION (at least the HIGHEST God ~ not perhaps the lower gods.)

Whatever these four distinguished gentleman are selling...I~ lebeau ~ AM NOT BUYING ~ not no how - not no way! If knowledge does, in truth, bring freedom, (the yearning of Michael Craft as expressed above) then the 'gnostics' HAD IT RIGHT! THEIR THEME-SIMPLY STATED WAS:

GNOSIS AWAKENS US TO OUR TRUE ROOT!
GNOSIS BRINGS FREEDOM FOR...
GNOSIS BRINGS LIBERATION FROM....

[[The NAG HAMMADI LIBRARY couches these statements with a necessary preliminary quality: UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ONE & ALL, ALWAYS & FOREVER.]] If you read my unpublished poem, "THE LOCK & THE KEY" you will see a reflection of how to properly arm yourself for REAL SPIRITUAL TRANSFORMATION.
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THE DONUT & THE HOLE
[Further Thoughts on "ADVENTURES THROUGH TIME"]

Lest anyone get the wrong idea, I do NOT endorse the ideas presented in 'THE MONTAUK PROJECT' because it is a "HOLE" ~ whether Rabbit OR Black; its probable purpose: to fool the gullible & ignorant & sell conspiracy nonsense to the borderline 'intelligent'....

So what is the "DONUT?" That, my dear viewer, IS the only question worth considering.

A friend of mine sent me a November 2001 article from "GEAR MAGAZINE" which asked a harmless enough question:

WERE THE MONTAUK BOYS VICTIMS OF ALIENS, OR VICTIMS OF THE WORLD'S WEIRDEST CONSPIRACY CULT?

This article by Christopher Ketcham, seemingly infers that since Preston Nichols may appear to be anywhere from a "goofy radar expert" to a "psychotically sincere" (individual)...[some would deduce from the article: a 'legal' sexual predator]~ then the only logical conclusion one could draw ~ would be that the "DONUT" = the following:

1) There is no such thing as conspiracy theory.
2) The Government(s) do not tell TALL TALES unless it is for
your own good.
3) If you follow the likes of Preston down his self-illuminating Rabbit HOLE ~ YOU may wind up borderline-psychotic.

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[[COMMENTARY on 'ADVENTURES THROUGH TIME'-continured]]

After 30 years observing the characters of Ufology & the Alien Abduction Phenomenon, while being aware of the infamous 1953 'ROBERTSON PANEL' strategy of reducing the UFO problem to ridicule OR WORSE!...IT IS ALL TOO CLEAR THAT...

1) The DONUT is REAL!!!
2) Apparent fools or disinformation artists GUARD THE DONUT by pointing to the HOLE!
3) FERTILILIZER BOMBS do not blow up TALL BUILDINGS ~ BUT ~if you are presented a big enough HOLE for a long enough time, it is possible even YOU may fall into it. [cf. lebeau's ARTICLE: "WAS THIS FERTILIZER NECESSARY"]

Authors like Richard Dolan ("UFOs & THE NATIONAL SECURITY STATE), has documented that there are many HOLES in the worlds' governments' arguments who collectively (with few exceptions) deny the reality of UFOs from "elsewhere"!!! The evidence clearly points to the DONUT of ITS REALITY!!!

The "LINKS" of this very website point to its REALITY. From Steven Greer's 'DISCLOSURE PROJECT'(evidence for anti-gravity being mastered) to Zecharia Sitchin's ancient translations of the INTERACTION between the "gods" & Men via bio-genetic manipulation...while our religious & spiritual sacred literature is LITERALLY littered with such encounters ~ all point to the DONUT of CONTACT!!!

John Mack (HARVARD PSYCHIATRIST) has shown beyond a reasonable doubt that ordinary citizens encountering beings from'ELESEWHERE' are NOT clinically suffering from ANY psychological neurosis &/ or internal psychological trauma. (So this also becomes a DONUT - not a HOLE!!!)

So, if you keep your eye on the HOLE of the Preston Nichols of the world, and not on the DONUT of the hard-core evidence as enumerated above ~~ then you are probably the type of person who would believe that SANTA CLAUS was literally real ~ flying reindeer & all~ if you were officially told by historians that George Wahington himself had seen SANTA...since we "all" know that George Washington NEVER TOLD A LIE!